talking of realness

its hard to get in touch with your emotions when you havent in 17 years.

so im sorry that this post wont give you enough of those feels to want to change the world. and it wont make you realize your lifes calling. it wont make you want to fall in love and it wont make you feel more alive tomorrow than it did today.
but im failing zoology even though its the only class that im interested in.
and i still drink strawberry milk out of swirly straws.
and i applied for college at BYU I DO with no intentions of getting married and 100% certainty that i was going to be a superstar when i grew up.
so why is it that im expecting myself to inspire others to get their lives together.
hell, i was more sure of myself when i found out that i was ugly than i am today.

i remember my first day at lone peak. i was a junior and didnt realize that hanging out by yourself at lunch wasnt socially acceptable

i hate you

you think so far inside of the box that its outside of the box. its annoying

alien feet by skat

http://youtu.be/qH2iVULDZ_Y

THIS IS MEEEEEE

im exactly where im supposed to be now. gonna let the light shine on me. now i know who i am theres no way to hold it in no more hiding who im gonna be.

This is me.

and im also terrible at blogging so why bother trying to talk about who i is. so long poop heads.